Do you ever feel like your life is a soap opera? Like it just can't be real?
That's how I've been feeling recently. Except it's not a brilliant award winning soap opera, or a glamorous one, it's just kinda like real life only far more annoying. It's like everything weird or odd happens all at once to one specific character - quite often ME! - the way things happen to certain characters in soap operas. But unlike in the made-up world, things never seem to resolve themselves properly. People don't always move on, the truth doesn't always come out in the end, and people don't necessarily KNOW what to do next.
I guess everything isn't black or white.
I think the script writers in charge of my own personal soap opera should be fired and replaced by new ones who write me a less confusing life and make me a far more decisive character.
After all, if I don't know what I what, how am I meant to find it???
Also, I need to thank Chele from The Tambourine Queen. Why? Well, I had this horrible walk home tonight in cold sleety snow stuff that had just decided to reappear in time for my exit from work, and when I walked in the door, I was greeted by an unexpected surprise from Thailand. She sent me some goodies like hair clips and ear-rings along with a lovely little note. I can't take a picture of them right now as I have to head out the door and my laptop is being a pain in the ass (script-writers, can you please write me in a new computer???) but I will post it as soon as I can. Thanks so much Chele, you rock too!!!