Normal service will resume later. Right now I'm just thoroughly frustrated at the fact I woke up at six am on a Sunday morning and haven't been able to get back to sleep. And dammit, I've been trying to. I've tried my ass off. Yet I'm still wide awake.
I hate lying in the dark for too long because then I'm just alone with my thoughts. Sometimes I have too many thoughts inside and they crowd each other out. I had to eventually make the executive decision to just give up trying to sleep and read my book because I couldn't keep thinking.
So now I'm awake but tired but unable to sleep on the day I really wanted to catch up on a week's worth of zzzzzs. And it's not even eight o'clock yet and it's meant to be a day of rest!