No one commented on my blog post yesterday and that made me feel sad.
I know it was a lazy post, admittedly. Finding links already on my netbook to three video clips and posting them is a bit shit frankly, even if I thought they were funny. But I needed cheered up.
Tuesday is usually my bad day, and yesterday, frankly, wasn't all that great, as per.
But . . . today? Today felt even worse.
I spent the afternoon trying to stop the tears escaping. Which is frankly embarrassing, especially as the tears set off the snotty nose, which meant the constant nose blowing was probably drawing more than a little attention to the state of me.
Even my pole dancing class couldn't take my mind off my misery, the way it usually can. All my problems usually go out of my head then while I try not to make a fool of myself on the pole. Not today.
And then my eyes kept welling up again on the way home. I was struggling, once again, not to cry.
I don't really know what's wrong.
Well, I have my suspicions what the root of it all is.
But, when it comes down to it, I'm responsible for my own happiness. I can't let the actions of others affect me, no matter how hard it is. I need to at least TRY to be happy.